Pediatricians

What do I really want?  Someone who I am not sure exists.  I want someone I feel comfortable with, who I trust, and who is okay with an alternative vaccine schedule.  A doctor who wants me to be comfortable with the choices I am making for my daughter and not try to push me to do what I don’t think is right for her.  So far we have interviewed two physicians and both have left me frustrated.  Am I asking too much?  Are all pediatricians brainwashed by what the American Pediatric Academy recommends?  Do they not see anything wrong with injecting viruses into two month olds, saying “it’s for their good”?  I never realized it would be so hard to find a pediatrician who would be okay with skipping some, changing the schedule, and delaying some.