At this moment, everything in my life is somewhat emotionally draining and despite the excitement of the ever closer start to summer, the circumstances around those I love has made it so that I feel as though I am the gloomiest person to be around. The boy and I are getting together with some friends tonight and I don’t know what I am going to talk about that won’t make me cry or make the room go silent. I told him that I wasn’t sure if this was a good idea, however, it’s probably better to air on the side of having a good time. I guess we’ll see!
i cried today. i thought my life was abnormal and just not feeling right. stay positive and it will make things so much smoother! (and get a good cry in - just maybe not in the presence of too many people!! ;)
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